sabato, gennaio 31, 2004

 

a u t o d i s t r u z i o n e

Oggi non vedo che nero,
quello scuro e caldo.




Quello che brucia come il fuoco
che arde e distrugge qualsiasi cosa.
E l'ho dentro,
nella mia pelle.
Vibra e singhiozza,
scalda e brucia
nel contempo.

Ma consapevolmente,
mi lascio rosicchiare,
consapevole che domani
quando nn avrà piu nulla da divorare
mi lascerà,
con un dolce bacio,
mi dirà
arrivederci
Sicuro di tornare a farmi visita...

E fino a questo momento,
rimarrà in me,
al caldo dei miei problemi.
Nascosto tra le mie lacrime,
abbracciato ai miei sorrisi...

Era solo nascosto,
pronto all'attacco...

sinuoso
lento
e
tranquillo

come solo lui sa essere...

...e le Tue chiamate,
mi sollevano,
le Tue preoccupazioni
sono palliativi per questo dolore.

La Tua voce
è un veleno per questo
mostro,
che non si ciba di amore
che non conosce il Mio Amore.

La Tua voce,
entra dentro di me,
fredda e gelata...
tagliente e pronta a sconfiggere
tutto quello che sono.
Sono ormai, nelle mani di quel mostro dagli occhi rossi.
Mi scalda il sangue
lo fa ribbollere,
e la Tua mano,
fresca cerca di rimandare,
l'esplosione.

Mi rilasso,
e lascio che il dolore si impossessi di me...
lascio che tutte le urla,
silenziose
interne,
si prendano gioco della mia mente.
Lascio che le frecce,
entrino nel mio corpo
sicure
precise,
aprendo le ferite.

Ma è solo così che posso
sconfiggerlo,
solo lasciandomi
rapire
posso salvarmi.

Solo dopo essermi
autodistrutta,
e risvegliata
con il suono della tua voce
posso aprire gli
OCCHI
e posso
tornare ad essere quello che ero.

Consapevole della mia autodistruzione...

(in tutto questo, tu sei presente, come sempre....
in tutto questo: nella tormenta, nel naufragio, tu sei una LUCE, calda e presente...che mi fa capire che tutto sommato, la terra non è così lontana...
)

Ma tornerò ad erigermi,
sulle mie gambe,
tornerò
in piedi.
E questo male
sarà servito a
farmi rinascere...

bella e pronta come prima.
O meglio, piu bella di prima....
e piu forte di come non lo sia mai stata.

Grazie, per il tuo essere...Grazie, per la tua presenza...


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